Today's Appointment...

I'm back. It didn't go as well as I hoped. I waited in the waiting area for 45 minutes and then was moved to the exam room where I waited over 30 more minutes! Why do they ask you to get there 15 minutes early and then make you wait almost an hour and a half? I was there for 2 hours total! Ugh! Anyway, he won't give me anti-depressants because I'm not on birth control and am still wanting to get pregnant. He said getting a job might help, which I just did, I'm just waiting for my first day. About my irregular cycles, there's nothing we can do. Instead of running all these tests, we're just waiting. I'm so sick of feeling like this. I don't want to have to take birth control to feel normal. I don't trust birth control. I'm tired of having no energy, I'm tired of being emotional and having these constant mood swings. I just don't know what to do. Oh, and while I was at the Dr's office, Sailor was on the phone with his dad and he made plans for us to go there on Friday. Friday night is Mom's Night Out. So now I can't go to MNO. And today was actually going good. Oh well.